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Suddenly

There is nothing to say. I just remember what happened on this day years ago. It just came by. Struck by the memories, I was immediately taken back to those days when love was simply you and about you. Anyhow, I  keep on remembering the date and the details of that night. That one beautiful night when all the stars covered us from the cold of the breeze, when the moon lighted our paths on our way, when the sounds of the crickets disturbed the peace that surrounded us but nevertheless gave way to a tranquil noise. The beats of our hearts echoed through and nothing was more lovely.

Always, I hold on to that night. I keep on praying that one day you would come by and let the days be with you. I found a love I could forever cherish...and wish that love would lead you back to me.


Today is the 8th of December. I wish you remember what it means to both of us.
Tay, you will always be in my heart.

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