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Far from the things I used to do, far from the people I used to meet, far from the fun I used to have...life can be quite difficult. I keep on longing...longing for things to turn up the way it is. But that would never happen. In a world where everything evolves, anything can happen. Apparently, things come unexpectedly. It is not how I wish life would be but how should I go with it. Life is a current. Go with the flow. It leads me to my destiny. Whatever, whereever, life beckons me to move on...


As I trod the path of my destiny, there are things that remain as they are. I may not always have them around me. I may not always hear them, talk to them, have fun with them but I know that no matter what my destiny is they will always be there for me.


Some things last for good. And this is how I measure my treasure. They are my treasures. Life depends on them.

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